We’ve all got that dream. The one that will pop up in our heads every once in awhile when we start thinking of the future. For some it’s a place, for others it is a person, but for me… for me it is a feeling. I have been spending my entire life searching for a feeling that I don’t know if I will ever find. Complete and utter satisfaction is not something I experience. Maybe I should try living in the moment more often, but a moment only lasts so long. The problem with being semi-intelligent is that you are aware that a moment can be oh so fleeting. Instead of relishing a happy moment, I get a happiness hangover. I get back to my home and I sit down and fee… not happy. Not sad, but that high that you get when you are letting go and having fun is gone. In these moments I start thinking about that dream, and who I could meet or where I could go to fulfill that dream. I hope I find out.